I know I not perfect . :')

I know I'm not perfect like you . I know I do not know how to take care of this people's feelings . I knew I was not pretty and not the cute kind of people . I do not kind of person you like to make a good friend . I realize who I am . I was greeted at you . I know where I was . I always make you ashamed of your close friends , right ? timeless , do you feel depressed if I'm always with you ? I really do not qualify you to be friends, right ? I always make you angry , right ? I was always troublesome to you ? I was not kind to others . others are all beautiful , good , cute does not like me right ? I apologize for not to make you happy always . I do not know how to make people feel interested and I also do not know want to draw people's attention . I'm still me and I like to be myself . but this is me , all near the top then I do not have . it is the lack of me . So if you think you want the best friend , I said earlier near you . I really do not qualify . but trust me my friend , you will always feel emptiness when I'm gone . You will feel lost without you again I'm on the side . Believe me , I do it all because I love you . I do not want to lose you . but what could I do , you do not appreciate me directly and I feel very sad . could you do me like this ? You made ​​me cry because you're attitude is selfishness . :'( you never know what I think . You will not know how I'm feeling and one day I hope you will understand my feelings completely . and I want you to know why I made ​​you kind of close it . I hope you will know all this . I will give you the opportunity to understand the heart and soul of me . I do not expect anything from you , enough is if you accept me back . Please forgive all my mistakes . thank you for my chance for me to understand you . but , I do not go well with you. I hope you will be able to understand your people better than I understand you . thank you for willing to be my friend even though briefly . I really appreciate it . I hope you will appreciate those who love you and never make them disappointed me like you've done before . I hope you got the better of me . thank you for being my friend . :')